it just got me thinking….. sometimes i stay in situations not because i think its the best for me. or the healthiest for me. its because i cant really let go. Its because that even though I KNOW that being in a certain situation is bad, i still continue forth with it because im comfortable with it. it becomes me box that im scared to reach out of, being im terrified of the unknown. i think its like that for a lot of people. you KNOW stoges are bad for you, yet you continue to do it anyway.
i was just thinking about why its hard for me to let go even in unhealthy situations.. maybe my emotions blinded my brain. that with each arguement, it became routine. typical. you get so used to it you dont know what life is like without it, however unhealthy it may be. you screaming at me meant you cared. because if you didnt bother at all, why would you be mad at me. me screaming at you meant i cared. because of the same reason. unhealthy. i need to quit thinking so much. can someone truely let go but still think about past memories? i dont know. but its time to move forward. theres a reason people in the past didnt move on to the present.
upon meeting you i pondered if you would give me a chance
now that we’re talking i wish that you could give me one dance
cause maybe after that we could spur a romance
caught up in the present, live up in the moment
one look at you and its like a love potion, so potent.
(Source: explodingdog)
